Last night was the first night I refused to nurse Toby after he fell asleep, until it was light out. I'd been trying to do this since Saturday, but because he puts up such a fight, I always gave up, as I was always so tired. Last night was different because I unintentionally passed out at 8:30 after getting him to sleep, so when he woke up at 3:00AM (which is longer than normal, anyways) I had more energy to use alternate coping skills ;) I fought me for an hour - he's almost be asleep, and then cry for "muh." (he can say "muh" and "ck" sounds, but he won't put them together!) So, I kind of feel like a new person with energy!